Cilla Noir

Spells - or just wishes with props?

2011-12-09T10:32:00.001-08:00

A week or so ago I did some "spellwork" on/involving/to someone in our lives that has caused, and attempted to cause more, stress.

I did my typical freezer spell, and added a poppet (voodoo doll, if you will) complete with pinned up mouth for good measure.

My intent was to put the persons intent of ill will on hold, to freeze their negative words and actions, and to maybe send back some of the strife they've attempted to do.

While I was gone the other week, John told me that he had found one of the cats batting around the doll and chewing on a part of it.

That same week, he got word that said person had a slight accident involving that particular "part" of the doll.

It brings me to the complicated thought process when people ask me if spells really work.

Who really knows if they work or not.

They certainly don't harm the cause.

Is it coincidence?

Perhaps.

Or maybe I should just make more poppets and give them to the cats as chew toys and let THEM do the dirty work......

Opinions are like assholes....

2011-12-05T11:04:00.000-08:00

.....everyone has one.

Even me.

Though I prefer to leave my asshole out of this.

It REALLY shouldn't bother me as much as it has - someone else's assholistic opinion. Yes, I just made up a word.

Why is it majority of pagans are so fucking - what's the word - oh I don't know.

You bitch that "christians" put down you and your beliefs - yet you turn around and do the same to them.

Really folks.

Grow the fuck up.

They have their ways - you have yours - let it at that.

But no - we have to bitch, complain, call each other names.

Many people wonder why I've been steering clear of the local pagan communities.

This is one reason.

I also can't tolerate the ego trips.

I don't agree with MANY of my friends, family, or contacts about their beliefs - but I would NEVER stoop to the level of name calling, and outright directed derrogatory comments.

I understand that this post is my opinion - just like what everyone else has - an opinion.

Maybe this makes me a "dumbshit" too....

Happy Turkey Day

2011-11-23T08:43:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow is one of my favorite holidays simply for the celebration of turkey - that most amazing of meats. Lean, yummy, sleep inducing. *drools*

I wonder how much self control I'll be able to have at the dinner table this year. Last year wasn't too bad because it was John's family - and they do things differently. But this year at my folks - bring it on baby.

We'll be leaving later this afternoon to head to PA after a few errands. John has to work on Friday - so he'll be leaving later on Thursday. I'm staying the weekend to have some more time with my family.

Then - when I get home - the decorating starts. WOO!

Just hoping that I can display some form of self control this holiday. I loves my Thanksgiving foods...

As good a day as any...

2011-11-20T13:48:00.001-08:00

So I've ravamped this blog - not only in look but also in direction.

I need to start putting the focus, effort, and energy back into myself - my health and all the things that make up my "lifestyle". Now, by "lifestyle" I mean - health, faith/belief-nonbelief system, hobbies, relationships with others and relationship with myself. Lifestyle - the way I live my life, and the things that make up my life.

For those of you reading that are used to my frank discussions about my "private" life - I am refraining from that talk here. Oh sure, I may mention a date, or having a great night with John here and there - but I'm done defining myself by my relationship "style" or the things that happen behind the bedroom door. That talk is better suited for sites such as fetlife, etc. Most of you who are used to that type of discussion know how to find me there.

I am going to be talking, whining, complaining, etc. about all other areas of my life - mainly health.

So - welcome to any new readers - and welcome back to my old readers...